The Best and Worst Times of My Life-2004

This year brought me unbearable sadness as I dealt with the last few months of my father's life.  I was honored to take care of him at home, right up until his failing body released his sweet spirit.  In spite of the pain I felt while watching his disease progress and his subsequent death, I grew and learned from the experience.  I tapped in to an inner strength that went beyond what I thought I possessed, especially the fortitude gained from nearly 24 years of prison work.  That "Never let them see you sweat!" facade that I've had to wear all those years often made me feel somewhat infallable, but couldn't compare to the strength I needed to watch my father die.  For that, I am thankful. 

In 2004 I took some major financial risks, with a little prompting from FlyBoy, who's proving to be a great money manager.  I really had to leave my comfort zone, follow my gut instincts, trust the judgement of others and take a chance on the real estate market.  I have benefitted beyond my wildest dreams and for that financial security, I am extremely grateful.    

Tonight, my real estate agent provided Ab and I with a New Years Eve feast in the condo that I purchased for a rental.  The beautiful centerpiece pictured above, adorned our dinner table, ladened with crusty bread, salad, green beans,  cheesy potatoes and the perfectly cooked prime rib, with creamy horseradish sauce.  For her kindness, friendship and counsel, I am very blessed. 

My loving family and closest friends (including my journal buddies) have been sources of comfort, joy and help during this year when I have needed it most.  I thank God for their presence in my life. 

Happy New Year to you and yours!